terima kasih, dia.

terima kasih sebab sedarkan I.

I said. "you don't understand"

I said "I'm talking to the wrong person"

what's the point of talking to somebody if you only want to hear responses and advice that you want to hear?

Sampai bila nak hidup dalam angan-angan?

Bila nak belajar terima kenyataan?

Syukur, aku dah sedar perkara yang patut aku sedar lama dulu.

I feel somehow relieved. 

sebenarnya, memang you tak faham, sebab that's the beauty of men and women; WE ATTRACT EACH
OTHER EVEN THOUGH WE OPPOSE EACH OTHER.

but you were right.

and my bad. I ACTUALLY TALKED TO THE RIGHT PERSON.

terima kasih, you.

you

thanks to you, the particular ones who are willing to listen and understand.
i don't need you to believe, because to believe is a big thing. trust. one hard thing to earn.

the rest, i don't care.
it's my life. if it is fucked up, it's still my life, not yours.

i love you all

hu hu hu llo

hai. apa khabar? whoa, lama sangat tak update. kenapa tiba tiba post ni? entah.
so what did i miss?

hmm let's see.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri
selamat hari raya aidil adha
salam maal hijrah.


sebenarnya, tengok dekat blog sendiri ni, makes me realize that i was so hangat2 tahi ayam. kata nak menjahit la, baking lah, nak rajin update la. at last, i only succeeded to become LAZY. eloknya perangai.

sekarang, dah tak nak janji apa2, let's just coast along, tengoklah apa jadi.

by the way, i missed you, dear cunahusna.blogspot :)

::cuna::

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SALAM RAMADHAN. SELAMAT BERPUASA. SELAMAT BERIBADAH. BYE.

(pesen malas nak tulis)

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SALAM RAMADHAN. SELAMAT BERPUASA. SELAMAT BERIBADAH. BYE.

(pesen malas nak tulis)

hope.

sebenarnya dalam hidup ni jangan nak mengada ngada nak give up lah. surrender lah. there's nothing more you can do lah. it's the end lah. semua tu bullshit selagi kita hidup.
dalam hidup ni jangan sesekali berhenti berdoa, dan jangan berhenti berharap, walaupun orang lain dah kata akan sia sia saja harap lebih2 benda yang mustahil. hey, tak pernah dengar phrase takde apa yang mustahil ke??
semuanya ada hikmah, good things come.

aku cakap betul, jangan sesekali give up on siapa2 pun. anything is possible, again.
tak kisahla apa orang lain nak cakap, abaikan. okay?

never give up hope:)

dah tu, jangan lupa bersyukur tau. Alhamdulillah

see u.
::cuna::

ya, memang sedang cuti

sebenarnya, I don't even know what I want.
I have this one precious thing, but it is getting old and it doesn't make me feel on cloud nine anymore.
I don't jump around anymore for it. The spark is gone. There are lines appearing to obstruct.
I THINK I want something new. It's just a thought
But it's lucky enough that I don't get bored easily with great things.

apa, kau ingat apa hah????
aku cakap pasal phone aku lah.

get things straight people. think simply. jangan duk suka sangat benda2 complicated.

:cuna:

the b o r i n g cuna

I think I've changed. I used to love to do fun crazy things.

I feel that I've changed to a boring person. 

I feel bored with myself. I don't have stories to tell people. I only tell stories about other people. see how boring my blog is? huahua

YES. I wanna be that girl back, while I think I can.

peaceeeeeeeee 

::cuna::

untuk mu.

i sent a text message. last night.

as usual, no reply. 

i'm a loser, yes, but what the heck, i don't mind being a loser.

untuk dia.

::cuna::

:

how lonely can you feel when you have all the people around.

arh tak jadi nak sambung.
fuck this entry.

randumm

betul tak kalau orang tu kata dia benci seseorang, dia mesti selalu sebut or cakap pasal orang yg dia kata dia benci tu. kutuk maki bukan main.

Tanpa disedari dia telah memberi perhatian yang amat lebih terhadap orang yg dibencinya itu berbanding orang2 lain. Tak silap aku, benda yang orang panggil sebagai attention ni orang suka kan?

oh, sebab tu la ada phrase orang cakap "haters make me famous",  wow, sebenarnya kena berterima kasih dekat haters yang ada di sekeliling. :) Hahaha aku ingatkan haters ni memang teringin sangat nak tengok orang yang dibenci jatuh tersungkur. Tapi ada lagi satu phrase ni "haters make me feel motivated"
ha, benci dan kutukla lagi orang tu orang ni. #nampaksangat sebenarnya 'suka' dekat orang yang "katanya" dibenci tu.

kalau tanya aku, aku cakap, kalau benci orang tu buat taktau sudah. takpayah kutuk maki lebih2. bersederhana kan lebih baik

saja je, terpikir pasal ni.kihkih
takpayah setuju. i dont even care  :)

::cuna::

the beauty of positivethinking

sometimes i feel UGLY. Honestly, I do sometimes feel jealous of gorgeous, pretty beautiful people with awesome outfits.
But then i think again, that is just MY opinion and views towards the word beautiful and ugly? Actually, who am I to be sure of what beautiful and ugly mean, who are beautiful and who are not.

The thing is, everybody is BEAUTIFUL. BEAUTIFUL IS SUBJECTIVE. keep that in mind.


What's the point of lookin smokin hot but yet the heart is stale and dark, right?

The   mind, thoughts, heart, personality show how beautiful you are. Anyone can look beautiful. And I can't even explain how it's indicated, precisely. It'll go back to the fact; different people, different views. It becomes harder when people only judge based on the physical and stereotype. manusia ni sangat rumit, kan? macam ni lah jadi bila semua terlampau pandai, jadi terlampau judgmental.

senang2, just focus on yourself. bring out the best personality and rock it. Semua orang ada taste masing2, give the best, be yourself, FLAUNT WHAT YOU HAVE. BE PROUD OF YOURSELF. this goes to me too.

all the best!
::cuna::

satu

lama gila tak update. YES. I STOPPED. WELL, IT'S MORE TO A LOOONG PAUSE.

I paused because sort of merajuk dengan Blogspot. boleh tak? but that i never stopped reading blogs. certain ones.

I thought of making a new one? but then to me orang yang create a new one ni diorang tak suka posts diorang yang dulu. well i suka, even though LAMEnya ya ampun. well, sekarang pun still lame. 

 So, bear it. I mean, EMBRACE it. 

We can't stop people from judging. Kalau nak tahu apa yang betul2, ask me personally. Mana tahu bernasib baik dapat tahu perkara betul2. I prefer to let people think what they want since it's their mind, but only certain people know the real thing. It's the magic of 'asking'

wtf am i blathering about?

cenggini, i wanted to create a new blog, but i figured that why not just continue with this old one.

i'm resetting, but i'm not deleting the history. 

::cuna::

hari ni saya belajar

selain dari belajar yang wajib dalam course sebagai seorang TESL student,
saya ada belajar some other things jugak. saya? buek.

pertama; aku belajar yang men won't feel satisfied with just one. they want variety. perhaps not all men. but that's sorta a stereotyping statement jugak kan. so i don't know how far this statement is true. cewah.
p/s; jangan amik Barney Stinson as a good example for this point.hihihi even though he is the awesome-st.

kedua; aku belajar yang aku pun patut ignore je kalau effort tu tak mendatangkan hasil. penat2 aku memalukan diri dan membazir tenaga dan kata2, kalau the person is just not worth the effort, then just stop. BUT, if it's worth the effort, don't give up. either way, fikirlah untuk kebaikan. apa aku merepek ni

ketiga; aku belajar pasal rebound love. haha ni yang paling kurang asam. apa benda rebound love ni? aku pun taktau whether it is love or it is just a feeling that you have at an ending of another relationship. but it happens bila contohnya kau break up ngan gf/bf, then kau suka kat somebody else. tu lah rebound love. aku rasa lame sebab baru tahu term ni. kakakaka. tapi kawan aku kata, rebound love ni may work, and may not work as well. perhaps it does not work because maybe it is only a short phase; rebounding. bukan rebonding ya.

keempat; aku belajar yang being in the midst of all the fun with everyone, we give attention, we help, we care, it CAN make us invisible as well. hmm bila pikir balik, ada jugak kena mengena dengan point aku yg kedua.

ini perkara2 yang aku belajar. tak tahu lah kalau sesat.
tapi aku tak mintak korang terima pun ilmu tak pasti ni.

terima kasih kerana membaca.

::cuna::

teruskanlah.

im trying to move on.
one thing ive learnt, it's better that i dont know than knowing the things that will hurt.
and another thing, things that WE THINK will frustrate and sadden us, will not necessarily hurt us.

and so far, it's been fine:)

Alhamdulillah.

::cuna::

Don't be too rude, at least

Why should we be proud of our negative sides. I hairan la y'alls.

Isunya sekarang:
Why should you be proud of your rudeness? Aku geramla. Should'nt we be proud of our positive sides but takdela pegi bgtau orang sana sini.
Ni dahla rude, swear sana sini lepas tu tunjuk as if you're proud of it. Dah tu bagi pulak excuse 'i am being myself, i'm not a hypocrite' come one. Kemonn .
Even worse dah tau diri sebenarnya tak macam tu, tapi memang sengaja nak mencarut memaki dalam internet. Sebab seronok eh? Wtf <-- ini contoh i filter bila i swear.

Kalau ya pun, janganla melampaulampau sangat sampai orang yg takde kena mengena pun rasa annoyed. Ni hari hari ada je maki, mencarut. Excessively pulak tu. Kemonn.

Be in control.

Word of the day: kemonn

::cuna::

tibatiba

tibatiba rasa tak sedap hati. dan fragile.
I miss everyone I love. so much.

dan.. I couldn't write more.

dah lama

dah lama tak makan mcD. like seriously. percayalah
dah lama tak shopping. likeseriously. tolongla percaya.
dah lama tak bergayut cakap phone.
dah lama tak texting beribu dgn somebody.
dah lama tak pegi KL.
dah lama tak balik rumah. *walaupun cuti CNY baru2 lagi. still rasa lama
dah lama tak rasa masakan ibu.
dah lama tak jumpa hometown friends yang sgt awesome.
dah lama tak tengok cerita Nacho Libre. nachoooooo!
dah lama tak menjahit.*padahal saya cuma menjahit masa cuti
dah lama gila tak pegi jumpa dentist.
dah lama tak tengok astro.
dah lama tak tengok Annoying Orange. *sebab malas nak tunggu loading internet sini slow.
dah lama tak mandi laut.
dah lama tak swimming.
dah lama tak pergi party.
dah lama tak jumpa.jumpa siapa pulak aku merepek.

ok dah la tu. sebelum aku start merepek, aku stop.

so. ada siapa2 nak tolong accomplish mana2 satu kat atas ni yg dah lama saya tak buat? *sedih kalau takde.

terima kasih sebab baca:)

::cuna::

sygttpsyg

dia punya baran, ego, dan degil sangatlah comel dan handsome.

tapi saya takut dengan dia. saya sangat respect dia. tapi saya berani buat dia sakit hati dengan saya.

berapa banyak kali dah pulak tu.

actually, dekat parents pun saya macam tu. sangatsayang, takut, sangatrespect, tapi nak buat macammana, perangai anak macam ni lah.selalu buat salah.

sayang tetap sayang.


::cuna::

Man U family

satu family suka Manchester United, dari ibu, ayah, abang, kakak, abang ipar sampai cousins and anak2 buah.

Zidane & Zoe (nephewniece)

boleh terima?har har har
:cuna: