just another one

I thank God for bringing you to me

terima kasih, dia.

terima kasih sebab sedarkan I.

I said. "you don't understand"

I said "I'm talking to the wrong person"

what's the point of talking to somebody if you only want to hear responses and advice that you want to hear?

Sampai bila nak hidup dalam angan-angan?

Bila nak belajar terima kenyataan?

Syukur, aku dah sedar perkara yang patut aku sedar lama dulu.

I feel somehow relieved. 

sebenarnya, memang you tak faham, sebab that's the beauty of men and women; WE ATTRACT EACH
OTHER EVEN THOUGH WE OPPOSE EACH OTHER.

but you were right.

and my bad. I ACTUALLY TALKED TO THE RIGHT PERSON.

terima kasih, you.

you

thanks to you, the particular ones who are willing to listen and understand.
i don't need you to believe, because to believe is a big thing. trust. one hard thing to earn.

the rest, i don't care.
it's my life. if it is fucked up, it's still my life, not yours.

i love you all